Mr. Caldwell shifted uncomfortably. “I know this will sound strange, but Jasper’s been behaving differently around her. He’s a therapy-trained horse—before I retired, I worked with him in assisted living centers. He’s been trained to sense things… changes in people’s health, emotions, sometimes even illnesses. And lately, he’s been acting unusually around Lila.”
“Unusual how?” I asked skeptically.
“He sniffs at her constantly, like he’s trying to figure something out. He stands between her and other people. He doesn’t play with her the same way anymore; he’s watchful, almost protective.” He paused. “I’ve seen him do this before, with people who were later diagnosed with serious conditions.”
I stared at him, stunned. Part of me wanted to laugh it off. Horses didn’t diagnose illnesses—doctors did. Maybe Mr. Caldwell was overreacting, or maybe he was trying to find a polite way to say he didn’t want my toddler spending so much time around his horse anymore.
Still, there was a weight in his eyes that I couldn’t dismiss.
I thanked him, assured him I’d keep an eye on things, and closed the door. For the next two days, I tried to shake it off. Lila seemed perfectly healthy, running around, laughing, and eating well. But then a nagging voice in the back of my mind reminded me of Jasper’s strange behavior.
Finally, my gut wouldn’t let me ignore it any longer. I called the pediatrician.
The appointment started with routine weight, height, and reflexes. But then the doctor ordered some tests, “just to be thorough,” he said. We waited in that sterile room with the smell of disinfectant thick in the air, Lila swinging her legs happily on the exam table, completely unaware.
When the doctor came back, his expression told me everything before he spoke.
“I’m so sorry,” he said gently. “The tests show signs of leukemia.”
The room tilted. My ears rang. I remember clutching Lila to my chest, as if holding her tighter could somehow shield her from the words that had just shattered our world.
Cancer. My baby.
Everything blurred after that: the referrals, the specialists, the treatment plans. We were thrown headfirst into a nightmare I’d never imagined living.
The months that followed were the hardest of our lives. Chemotherapy, endless hospital visits, and nights spent on uncomfortable chairs by her bed. Watching her hair thin, her cheeks lose their baby plumpness. Trying to explain in toddler terms why she had to endure needles and medicine that made her sick.
And through it all, there was Jasper.
